The Fairy Tale

Today was a cool day, I’m starting to get over her but, I’m still not completely over her. On the other hand I’m getting so much done, I’ve read more than half of this book in less than a day. I’m studying way more than I think I ever have, working harder to achieve that 4.2 on my report card. This is what I’ve been trying to do and knew I could, all I needed was to get focused and now I am. Everything seems to be in cruise control at this moment and I’m loving it.

Woke up this morning kinda missing her, like damn I really like this girl. But, I just have to let go because there a so many things that I have to get focused on and a relationship is not what I need. Although there are still so much feelings for her inside of me, I have to do what I have to do. Like my dad always said, “doing the right thing isn’t always the easiest thing to do”. The way I like this girl is crazy, I just don’t know. I am happy that we broke up because we needed a break but at the same time I still like her and not yet over her. I don’t know if she feels the same way and i doubt she does. But, even though we broke up I will never forget this girl. It’s just that I’ve never felt this way about anyone. I’m not mad that we broke up, it’s that I liked her so much that it’s only right I feel this way. I know I sound sprung and heartbroken, but I’m not, this is just my true emotions. But, Hey! I’m single, so I can have “me time” and get on the right path to mission to success. The lesson for today is it’s never easy to say goodbye but, everything happens for a reason.